This week I am very fortunate to begin a three-month
sabbatical (my vacation plus two months). I thought it would be a good idea to say
something about this time away and not just disappear. During this time I will
be traveling some, performing our son’s wedding, catching up on reading, and
doing some writing and thinking.
To be honest, it is a little scary to just drop out and
refocus, reflect, renew. I remember coming back to our church after my first
sabbatical nine years ago. There were
people I met who had become part of our church, but I wasn’t part of their
picture of our church—they had no idea who I was! It’s amazing how fast things
can change.
And then it can be a bit scary thinking about everything
going so well while I’m away that there’s no need to return! Or, if things mess up while I’m missing from
duty, what would that say about having built a strong team?
It was at this point in my thinking about the sabbatical that
I recognized I was a bit too focused on me. After all, this is God’s church –
not mine.
In a blog about his sabbatical, Mark Buchanan wrote about
this same kind of struggle and how he finally said to himself, “Self, you are
not irreplaceable. And self, or Spirit,
or some such, answered back: No, you are irreplaceable. You’re just not
indispensable.”
What a great insight.
We are all irreplaceable. We are
all divine originals. But we aren’t
indispensable. At some point, we all go
the way of those before us. We die, and
the world keeps turning. The churches we
serve, the families we support, and the organizations we organize roll on along,
and others fill our shoes. There is
something comforting in knowing it all continues.
I hope you like the reality that you and I are
irreplaceable. I love originality, and every
one of you are irreplaceable—that makes me smile. And now I also smile that none of us are
indispensible. I like the reality that
those things that are good and valuable, things like family, community, and
church, won’t collapse or disappear because we are gone.
When I return to the office on November 12, I believe
great things will have been done in the three months I’ve been away as our
great church staff will demonstrate clearly—we are all irreplaceable but none
of us is indispensible!!
Andy McDonald
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